Possibilities
I wish I was as good at writing erotically as others whose blogs I read... I would love to share with you all the amazing night I spent with Jeff...
By day he is this harmless, sweet, funny guy that I love being with... but when we are alone, in a motel, he can become the Dominant I always dreamed of... he takes it so seriously, he isn't just playing at it... isn't just a "wannabe" like I suspect Hawk might have been... might be his military background, I don't know.. but he takes charge perfectly...
He also knows that he can push me just a bit beyond where I have drawn a line.. and he can talk to me calmly, and make me relax, I trust him completely... He puts on the nipple clips, adjusting them tighter, and tighter, asking me if it's too tight, until I say yes, and then he tightens them a bit more and leaves them there... No serious lines are crossed, mind you, just things that I get embarassed about, mainly, or things I am not certain about... Or things that I am acting "wimpier" than I could be about...
He seems to know what I am thinking, anytime a "back talk" retort even goes through my mind, he seems to sense it, and a sharp smack on the ass makes that thought go right on without being spoken...
Even my dreams are now full of the possibilities of this relationship... *sigh*... Last night I told him that I am his for as long as he wants me... I have made a committment to him, I am his... All I want to do is be with him, whenever I can... I am a working single mom, I have very close extended family, and friends, I have a life of my own... I don't have to lean on him to be my life, but just knowing that I am owned, and loved, by a man like Jeff makes it sooo much easier to keep going in my not-so-easy life... and the times we are together, whether it is shopping, dinner out, just out walking, or being intimate,they are all made that much more precious because they are few and far between... actually, not too far, usually twice a week... It is almost scary being so completely open to this man...
By day he is this harmless, sweet, funny guy that I love being with... but when we are alone, in a motel, he can become the Dominant I always dreamed of... he takes it so seriously, he isn't just playing at it... isn't just a "wannabe" like I suspect Hawk might have been... might be his military background, I don't know.. but he takes charge perfectly...
He also knows that he can push me just a bit beyond where I have drawn a line.. and he can talk to me calmly, and make me relax, I trust him completely... He puts on the nipple clips, adjusting them tighter, and tighter, asking me if it's too tight, until I say yes, and then he tightens them a bit more and leaves them there... No serious lines are crossed, mind you, just things that I get embarassed about, mainly, or things I am not certain about... Or things that I am acting "wimpier" than I could be about...
He seems to know what I am thinking, anytime a "back talk" retort even goes through my mind, he seems to sense it, and a sharp smack on the ass makes that thought go right on without being spoken...
Even my dreams are now full of the possibilities of this relationship... *sigh*... Last night I told him that I am his for as long as he wants me... I have made a committment to him, I am his... All I want to do is be with him, whenever I can... I am a working single mom, I have very close extended family, and friends, I have a life of my own... I don't have to lean on him to be my life, but just knowing that I am owned, and loved, by a man like Jeff makes it sooo much easier to keep going in my not-so-easy life... and the times we are together, whether it is shopping, dinner out, just out walking, or being intimate,they are all made that much more precious because they are few and far between... actually, not too far, usually twice a week... It is almost scary being so completely open to this man...
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